I know this is quite obvious given that I have not used my brain for...uhmmm...about half a year...well not that seriously, anyway! But the heck, I thought I will have less of these headaches but they seem to be cropping up these days more often. I really don't know why but I guess....
Maybe plainly because I don't have cash this past few days...kahit man lng pang e-net tapos pag meron lagi nmng wala un hinihintay ko...tapos nun nanjan, ayaw me sagutin...well, I have already coped with the fact anyway...
Maybe because I have all these school papers to attend to...given the grand fiasco that happened last sem and that my scholarship shifted from this to that in a matter of months...That gave my quite a few head-crashing pain...
Maybe because I'm missing a person all this time but I never have the courage and the time to see her and that one of my close friends is drifting even farther apart from the rest of us...I really wouldn't like another parting and all that crap...
Maybe because of those chess matches we had these last few days that give me that creeps...the "The players do not see the moves and the audience see all the winning touches" kind of game...they say it's making a great comedy show...
Maybe because I stay late every night reading a book entitled 'Totem' thats full of grotesque and morbid deaths...horror kasi. The funny fact is that I was only interested in the name of the author Ehren M. (<--pronounced as 'ehm') Ehly. Like she loves the sound 'eh'...
Maybe because of my son...este nephew...that I always take care off. Sa kakulitan mababalda ka ng di oras...tapos 2nd floor pa kami nakatira at aatakihin ka sa puso pag tumakbo bigla sa hagdanan. Why I called him son? Well, because that's what other people think. I get comments like "Cute naman...anak mo?" and "Ay un anak mo nanakbo!" or "Bili mo naman ng kendi yang anak mo" for I guess the 27th time last time I checked...hay naku...ayaw ko ngang tumanda pero binibigyan agad ako ng anak...not that I don't want one but for God's sake, I'm just 19...
Or maybe, just maybe, It's because I'm not using my brain for a loooooooooooooong time now...
i guess thats what it is...
maybe...
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Headaches are major pains in the head.
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