My head's been turning round and round within the past few days. All I want is to see her but still a part of me tend turn in any corner available anytime I see her shadow. What the hell happening to me?
Okay...I really want to see her face but why...WHY!!!...am I stopping and turning to another route when I get to the point where I have the best chances of meeting her. Something inside me argues "luckily I did not meet her today" and another with "Fuck it all...my day did not complete itself again"....im kinda confused once again with the outcome of my daily life...
Is it just me? I just don't know what the hell am I suppose to say when that time comes. It will be a hell of a nice/awkward sem for me but hell...who cares?
I don't want to admit it but crap...im so newbie at this stuff given that I had the feelings of a blunt axe within the past few years of my life. Why had I given the chance to feel...I thought I always wanted to be as far from the world as possible but now it all changed. IT ALL CHANGED!!! i had nothing in mind at the time but now I realize everything...and all came into place...into place that I thought did not exist.
all this blabbering may have no sense at all but i have no sense anymore anyway...except for her...and thats all thats keeping me in shape.
PLease don't get made if I become speechless when I see youn next tym...Coz it will all be awkward!!!
Sorry for all this. and it is all my fault...
But also thanks for this...uhmm....stuff you gave me!
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