Analytic Symptom #18: Amnesia

Nice first two weeks of school. I thought I could not make it to the last day of late registration but, with the help of human angelic enough to help, I made it just in time before the 'AS paying booth' closes. But bad enough, I forgot their names. Well, thanks anyway...whoever you guys are!

Okay first week, I was on scrambles for subjects and now I ended in subjects I like and in the time I most preferred (Thank God for the fortunate outcome of my SCHOOL life)...kaso 15 units lng kaya hindi p rin ako pwedeng magbagsak because it says in my contract that I must take and pass at least 15 units...so no dropping, LOA, excessive abscences and delinquency this sem...I hope....

The better thing is that I have the most preferrable teachers I can get. Math 54, Sir Abueg, a very considerate teacher according to rumors. CS 21, Sir Pio na ka org ko kaya I have a better chance of passing ^_^. Sir JP in CS32...well, he's not that considerate but he teaches well and I prefer him rather than Sir Quiwa (na College Deankaya ang taas ng expectations pero mababa ang Grade Ceiling...if you know what I mean). Then Ma'am Cadorna in geog 1, she is like a new graduate teacher and she interacts with her students and she is the makwento type...and she is anti-cueshe...heheheh...evil. I think I can do good this sem but I will not take my studies for granted given this circumstances.

Do I look like someone from a prison or something? well, I was detained for a sem or two but I was not in prison for Sir JP to call me 'Kakosa'. Mukha daw kasi akong bagong labas sa munti sa pic n binigay ko sa kanya. well, I can't say he's wrong...hehehe...

But I guess all these will be forgotten as soon as I take my first exam on any subject. Math 54 1st exam scheduled on July 5 and I must study as early as now. My mind cannot hold that much info...given I have not put anything in it for along time. I just hope I get everything done before I get the chance to forget what I was here for. or if I don't get the chance, i think Ill forget everything about it...which is a bad idea.

Well, Study hard and Play hard is better so that I won't forget the things I must do. I'll need my rest now...

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Please forget everything you have read and think, as if it never happend and existed. If you don't want my presence, I will be as invisible as I can be. It's just that I'm too insecure to take on life as it is, take on what I think will make me happy, take the risk. I will be contented on seeing your silhouette in front of me with your hair blocking most of your lovely face. I just hope I can approach you as a friend just like the last time. But I cannot make you forget, can I? I hurts me to approach you when you dan't want to talk to me. Or maybe its just me....

I just hope I can turn back time....

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The music playlist in here plays the most...uhmm...appropriate sounds.

'Tumatakbo' by Mojofly
'Minamahal kita' by Parokya ni Edgar
'Runaway' by Hale
'Here Tonight' by Hale
'Jeepney' by SpongeCola
'Torpe' by Barbie's Cradle
'Beer' by Itchyworms....

I hate coincidence...

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Amnesia is the lost of memory due to physical or mental pressure/injury.