Saturday, August 19, 2006

Analytic Symptom #27: Cyclothymia

I wont say it was one hell of a week this week because every week is like that. But theres something new this week. Aside from the unpredictability of the days, everything seem to go either for the better or for the worse. Good things and bad things alternate my Life this week...no emotions created (well, really they just cancel each other out)

Sunday:
Rape! a game - well not just a game...a game with money involved - of DotA got to me. We did lose on some bunch of stratified-big-headed-show-off type of addicts (yes, I know Im an addict but hell, I dont make DotA my bread and butter...unlike those guys) and its was all my damn fault. I could have seen that comming but I didnt...and im the one looking for strats for the team (which basically sucked!). ive got to take some time to have a REAL life but where to start? I really don't know. Well, I cant take everything back anyway so, to hell with them. We will have our revenge later.

The bad thing about sunday is that I should have done a machine exercise in CS 21 which will be a significant part of my grade. Well, I started already but I cannot pass an unfinished ME so i kinda accepted the fact that I will have a low (or zero) grade in that ME. I got the first ME anyway so I thought "Im gonna make up for it in the next ME"...What a day!

Monday:
i woke up fine and everything was like always but i am still contemplating about my missed ME. i cannot do anything now so i just tried to go to school. When I got into class, my professor said that there will be another ME because the take home ME was quite hard. To my luck, I got all four numbers so I had no more homework to do. The rest of the day came as light as I started!

Tuesday:
i had a hard time going to school because of problems financially (like someone I know...haha). Good thing I had saved some money fro yesterday so I used that and my mother said that she'll pay me later. From all the commotion, I got late for my first class...which unfortunately is the last class i want to be late in. CS 32 is one of the classes that I personally have a hard time in processing and still I managed to be absent - I did not attend for I am 1hr late. Given that our next exam will be a week from now, that was a blow below the belt. Ouch~

Wednesday:
My life is really out of concept. i got to my classes and still managed to go home early. Well, I hate wednesdays for they are the days where I dont have anything to do. and another thing, To all those people who tend to say "owwww....thats easy...how did you manage to get low in that?": Schitnitchz!

then I got all this "Look at you! Couldn't you make yourself healthy...blah blah blah" nag from my mother. i gotta keep my mouth shut sometimes.

Thursday:
okay. at least i had something to look forward to today: early class dismissal. Theres this Alternative Classroom learning Experience (ACLE) happening and I dont want to attend so I got home early and managed to make some time for myself which I havent done for a long time now (Im saving for the weekends...^_^). It was nice to be peaceful for once.

Friday:
i Thought all will be better since my morning was good. but then, this pesky jeepney driver took half of my travel time from angono to UP by taking unnecessary turns on uncharted lands rather than taking the same route. All the passengers went berserk when he turned yet again going back to tikling. We all got down from the hell ride and It took me another 30mins to reach UP. Good thing I woke up early coz if I overslept for even 10 mins, I will be late again for 32 and that will be like suicide!

And another thing, another problem came to me when my CS32 prof passed our Machine Problem 1...meaning another problem to do for the next two weeks (three actually but next week will be exam week) Haiyz...

I hate Cyclothymic days. Please, If your gonna make my week suck, make it suck all week long. i dont like mood shifts lately. But I prefer a week-long peace.

but next week will not be peaceful at all...Okay Vic start your whatever...

*Starting...well that will be after saturday. >.<*

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