Saturday, September 30, 2006

Analytic Symptom #33: Machiavellianism

I cannot sleep. After another week of my delinquency - well, not really since most of it happened by natural causes - I still cannot take my priorities to mind. I have spent every night of the week browsing a psychology dictionary word per word...well not really...mainly the ones that strike a certain aura...

After 3 night in a row of constant reading of psychology dicts, I have came upon a word - Machiavellianism (wow, I didn't realize I was in letter M already). The definition struck me so much that I now think Im a High Mach...

I really wont define the word here. It would so much of a giveaway.

Just to be sure, I think I'll take that MACH-IV exam sometime soon...the problem is where to get it. O well, Ill make myself sit for awhile.

And I have a bigger problem to face...ouch...

I wish I could use this so called 'disease' to my advantage for the next few days. I wish...

1 comment:

the disillusioned little girl said...

http://www.salon.com/books/it/1999/09/13/machtest/

try this link. it'd do you good knowing what you intend to learn. i am a high-mac myself. i am not etirely proud nor am i ashamed of what i am and what i've become. but we do not leave a good impression amongst normal people who obviously thinks that there are peaceful ways to do thing. they are right in a sense, silencing does a good job. though the process does not entirely require the knowledge or inclination of considering morality. harsh way of doing things, but hey, this is life and i am young. this is my view. i've read a lot of psychology books in the past, they've intrigued me so far as to studying and observing human behaviour.