Friday, October 27, 2006

Analytic Symptom #37: Deafness

Listen...


Just listen for a while...


You don't need to digest every little detail...please...just listen...


I cannot think of another way out. Its just this.

Take me as the person talking. I want you to not forget. I need you to hold on to everything I thought I could handle but was not able to. I want you to finish what you started that I was not able to. I need to move on...but I can't. I cannot see you anymore but I still know your face, and I can't forget.

Is it really you? Don't leave me...



...coz I will be the one to leave. Goodbyes are better when the one leaving is the one left alone. That way, no one will get hurt...he will not be missed.


I always thought I wanted to be missed but when this came, I really don't have the courage to accept the simple truth. The simple truth that even though I want to see your face, I will always be a few lightyears away. A mere glimpse is impossible...

...specially without your permission.

Without you...

But you never listen...Your senses are always closed...you will never notice....

You will never know.

*****

Music credits: Empty Tears, Empty Heart by Hale (Download nyu n lng to at pakingan...still can't figure the sound url thing...)

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